Go away

I'm not sure if im being a hypocrite or if i judge too much, but i cant comprehend how when a girl is in a relationship and could actually gets so close with another guy right infront of you, knowing you had something going on with him before.

She teased you with the guy when you're actually making a conversation and laughed about it. Whats all this? An inner joke behind me? What gives?

Ok, i guess i shouldnt be so sensitive since we're through with it and he can make friends with whoever he wants.

Anyways.. Enjoyed these few weeks with bestie and the rest of them so much, no stress at all but just plain fun!

Change

So, i finally got an eyeliner. The LUCIDarling brush eyeliner from Etude house. Somehow, it very difficult to remove even with a proper make up remover.

Inspired by Kim Hyuna's eye make up in Change. (You can check out the link at 2 previous post) This is my first attempt. I only applied the the eyeliner, a bit of concealer around my eyes and mascara for my eyelashes but it's not very obvious in the picture. Didnt wanna spoil it with eyeshadow cause i'm not very experienced yet. Anyways, this is a sneek peek for the top that i've been saving for clubbing :D

 

After 3pm, my end of year exam will be OVER! :D i can finally re-gain back my holiday night life. Less online, more outings! I got so much plans in my mind!

• Eyelash extensions
• Movie night with the gang ♥
• Outings
• Midnight loitering
• Sleepover
• DRINKING! 
• Party 
• Bandar, Miri
• Cinema
• Masking
• Play LAN games at cyber cafe
• Learn Dota 
• Make up

OMG there are so many moreeee! I cant wait :D

It's November!

Lyrics:
Let go - Kristine Mirelle

Every time I found the words to say
What I thought would make things okay
I kept it all inside
Slowly drowning in my pride
I never could admit my own mistakes
Some how I thought things would fall into place
And I made a change too late

Here, past all the lights
Where everything's clear
Nothing seems to change
How I love you and now
You're gonna leave
I'm just slowly dying here inside
Trying to let go

Maybe I just thought I had you here
I thought that you would not go anywhere
I abused my position and I didn't care
And now that you no longer turn to me
And it seems that you got over me
I can hardly breathe
You no longer need me
I'm just sorry I found out late but all the choices I Made I thought of me
And not how it'd be to watch you walk away
I know I'll never make it right but everyday I try
In hopes you might come back you're where my heart's at
I have to find a way

Here, past all the lights
Where everything's clear
Nothing seems to change
How I love you and now
You're gonna leave
I'm just slowly dying here inside
Trying to let go

And everytime I think of you
It's hard for me to think of what I can do
I used to have you here beside me
I just want you here beside me baby
How can the sun keep shinin'
When my whole body's cryin
I know I never told you why
I need you in my life

Ohohohooooo

Here, past all the lights
Where everything's clear
Nothing seems to change
How I love you and now
You're gonna leave
I'm just slowly dying here inside
Trying to let go


:)